Sunday, November 30, 2008

Terror 2

This post is a sort-of addition to the post labeled ‘terror’.
I wish to stress upon what we consider as facts, and how anger and hatred (or simply bias) might influence our interpretation of these facts.

A simple fact. ‘Jihad’ supports attacking people. Try to dig deeper and you find it initially had 2 meanings… one more radical, one less so. One, that jihad should target even muslims who interpret their faith differently, attack and get rid of them… and two, the one that rejects the ‘legal’ definition (as armed conflict) and insists on withdrawing from worldly concerns to achieve spiritual depth. Islamist scholars are still deciphering the true meanings (in an uncanny resemblance to hindu literature) as meant by the Quran. (also read comments on the earlier post)

Of course, there have been people who have interpreted it wrongly and unethically, and used that interpretation for their own interests, whatever they may be… but if you realize, this is true for almost every religion I know of. Nag Panchami wasn’t made to stitch snakes’ mouths and make them drink milk (which they can’t digest), but to respect the spirit of the snake who ate the farmers’ enemy (rodents, if you didn’t get that)…

We base our conclusions upon whatever information (correct or incorrect) we know. We try to figure out whether the (super-ancient) people who ‘made’ religion meant this or that, and which exactly should we follow. But what we don’t realize, is that in the end, we only act upon “our own” interpretations.

My purpose for bringing hate and anger into the picture was simply this. Anger does not allow us to interpret a piece of information in a stable, logical way. We see only what we want to see, we infer only what we want to infer, and we believe only what our “aroused” emotions allow us to believe.

I understand the situation isn’t so innocent and naïve… all I’m saying is that feeling anger limits our capacities of solving it, and unknowingly, we do more harm than good.

I quote a common sentiment I’ve heard,
“terrorists feel what they feel because of religion and we feel what we feel because they killed our loved ones/mumbaikars/indians.”

(If I’m a fanatic) I feel hatred because of my religion… what does this mean?
Because I feel my religion is under threat… I feel as if someone will “harm” what I do or what I believe… simply, I feel threatened. All over the world, for ages, people have done enough to fuel this feeling. Even now, there are people around me who are, knowingly and unknowingly, fuelling it.

And to be really honest, we feel anger because they killed some of us… which might mean we feel ‘we’ have lost someone and ‘we’ (or people close to us) might be next. Isn’t this also simply a feeling of being threatened? And ‘they’ are fuelling it.

What’s sad is that we are allowing our anger to be fuelled by them.
When you go deep and think of the cores that both arguments have, you will realize that they are shockingly similar. What I’m proposing, is a total shift into a stable and ethical zone, which is difficult, but not impossible.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Terror

3 days ago, a group of terrorists armed with advanced weaponry entered the city where I live, from the sea. They targeted the CST railway station, and a few 5 star hotels around the place. They shot out and killed the best in the police force. They threw out hand grenades and killed and injured many.

They are 21 to 28 year olds... some of them my age, and they are consumed by hatred. They fire at innocents not knowing that this won’t help anything. They have been brainwashed to numbness, they don’t feel their victims' pain. They don’t regret it, for they think they are doing it for a purpose.

And as I type this, I hear news of deaths, I am hearing news of the end of this encounter with terror... I am hearing angry reactions, I am hearing shouts of jubiliation from a crazy crowd that has gathered at the site 'celebrating' the end of the encounter (and hampering or even endangering NSG's work)...

I feel no joy at the deaths... innocents, soldiers, police, terrorists... advanced weapon wielding terrorists who are my age…. I feel only terrible sadness.

How do we solve this? What causes this immense hatred? Who fuels it? Why? I find answers and they all seem hopeless...

I feel a mixture of emotions - sadness, pity…. but surprisingly, no anger or hatred… for I truly believe in peace…

But I cannot peacefully believe in peace… for my lack of anger angers angry people even more…
They say “Enough is enough! Pakistan has to pay!”
“Blast every single one of those bastards!”
“Peace can’t be a reality till you clear all those ‘weeds’!”
“Go light a candle if you want to be peaceful!”

(sigh…)
Sometimes I think… that’s exactly how the terrorists feel…

Yes they’re wrong. They’re terribly wrong in killing innocents… but they have their side of the story… valid or invalid.

Azam, the boy who was captured, is 21. On questioning, he wasn’t ready to talk. When he saw his friend’s (mutilated) body though, he broke down and told everything. Said “I don’t want to die! Put me on saline” (oh, the ignorance!) He said they didn’t know it was a suicide mission (though knew it to be risky)… they thought they were going back (their leaders had probably told them this so they wouldn’t hesitate!) and when the questioning was done he was saying “Now I don’t want to live!”

I can’t imagine going through that… being cheated on life… killing remorselessly thinking he’s avenging or earning something for someone… not knowing none of it is true… and he’s my age… I don’t know anybody who’d go through that emotional pressure and be able to think sane. In fact people who are perfectly safe sitting in their own houses aren’t thinking sane at the moment. It is a mass psychological problem… on so many levels, going on for just too long… and the solutions, I’m afraid, have to be ‘thought’ out carefully.

I want this to end too… I realize it will be harsh. I also realize there are people who are beyond change… brainwashed for years to the core. Strict action is necessary because it acts as a deterrent.

And there have to be deterrents on every step of the process. They could use transport very easily because we have low security (sometimes this means we have good security but corrupt officials). They had underworld links (some links point to Dawood). They supposedly lived in the city for a while a few months ago. Maybe we need stronger records of identity of our own (huge) population?

We have flaws at every level. We have a badly managed police force (and some good people trying to make it technologically advanced and improve working conditions) which nobody cares about till we need them to work (for us).

We have politicians playing double games… all this while the BJP was against Hemant Karkare (calling him a villain)… and now their hearts are filled with sorrow at his demise. The opposition uses the attack as a tool to pull down the government, slamming it for inadequate security, though even with the opposition in power there wouldn’t have been much change… and we all know this. It won’t be a surprise if I found out some politicians even knew about the whole plan.

We have an easy don’t- care attitude, which still… STILL doesn’t let us be alert enough for terror. It seems Mr. Karkare had ‘in person’ visited 5 star hotels and told them to beef up security because he had been warned about possible attacks.

We have a media which is not-so-responsible (to be polite)… when Mr. Qureshi said, “This isn’t a Pakistan problem, this isn’t an India problem, this is a GLOBAL problem…” (and yea, I heard the live interview), the headline that flashed below said “NOT PAK PROBLEM – QURESHI”…

We fuel anger and hatred. We jump to conclusions. We act in haste. And we screw up. Time and again.

Sad.